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Butcher Shop

by Kennie Kayoz

Copyright 2018 Coyotes Publishing

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Blood Drips

It's time to drain you of your life force

You never did deserve for your heart to keep beating

As you walk this planet slowly but your mind keeps retreating.

Trying to lie in order to get through life


Thinking that you had me fooled.

For years I would call you my wife

One night I really did open my eyes and seen the real you.

A demon spirit that should be banished back to hell


I know you continue to be up to your old tricks

But in the end your just going to get stuffed with diseased dicks

They see you as nothing more than meat

In the end you will end up on the street


Can see your future now.

Used and abused since you've always lived a sheltered life

Come crawling back to me, that door shall be closed.

You continue to take advantage of my nice ways


Another demon in my life that I shall slay

Once I'm done with you

Hung is what you'll be

In my butcher shop.


An after thought in my life

A cautionary tale for what you have done.

I see it in your eyes, you think this is all fun.

Telling all that I'm the worse on the planet


Kennie

In The Country

In the country we have miles of land

From old trees with swinging ropes, to graves filled in with sand.


In the country we got a strange way of raising our kids

We also got a strange way of getting our kicks

Visitors who get lost tend to get hunted


Never know who to trust when you come out here.

Thinking we're all nice and simple folk

Till you cross the line.

Find yourself running for your life.


Kennie

Little Do You Know

Little do you know, while your gabbing with friends

I'm getting your bags packed and getting you ready for your end

Of your time in this house.

Your entire life line is in my hands


I've got your whole world in my hands

I've got your whole world in my hands


Now you need surgery we shall see how ungrateful you are

I've gotten to my wits end with things

Like you I can hide shit too

But I only have one move left.


Your friends, I ain't scared of them

Nor do I give a fuck about there threats toward me.

Bunch of fuckin wannabe's, who are scared to grow a pair.

If they thought I was that evil, they should have stepped in to move you out.


But they just want to use your pussy to turn you out

Get that on video tape then hold it over your head

That's all they ever wanted from you

Knowing that you were that dumb and easy.


Being played like a fiddle by those who say they're here for you.

They only want to get you in bed

Then you'll be an after thought, tossed aside.


But right now they got you swimming in thoughts

Of a paradise that awaits you once you get out of this house

So your biting your tongue so I don't hear the real you

I already know what your up to.


Your on thin ice as it is.

I told you, that you could be here while you recover

What I didn't tell you is I'll be like security and always hover.

As if I need another reason to send you out the front door.


Kennie

Voices In My Head

Voices in my head again, they're trapped in my own skin, at war again

They all want out to say there own thing

It's becoming very tough to keep them all contained


Getting agitated very easily

At times it doesn't take a whole lot to do so.

They don't even want to listen to whose in charge


They all want there own chance to break free

To run wild on the pages sat before me

I close my eyes tight to try and keep content


Voices in my head again, they're trapped in my own skin, at war again

They all want out to say there own thing

It's becoming very tough to keep them all contained


Kennie

Not Listening

Posted something up, tried to make myself feel good.

All people do is dump all over it.

First one to do it, spends countless times on her knees and back


How you look at me, means nothing. Since you in fact mean nothing to me

I still remember the days of letting you in the house for you to fuck my brother

Your dispicable acts because you were feeling lonely or cold


Remember when you started to talk about being pregnant.

You didn't know who the father was

Your legs being like a revolving door


But yet you now try to walk with your head up high

Like your some god sent creature cause your female

That might be what others see, I see nothing but scales


Slithering yourself from one bed to the next

Looking for one to keep you warm.

No wonder people keep you as a friend, wonder how many you've climbed in bed with.


Only talent you would know would be deep throat

There are thousands of you in this world, you'll easily be forgotten

I have one of myself, I shall be overlooked.


But at least I don't do diplorible acts like you


Kennie

Woke Up Feeling Sick

Went to bed, had trouble keeping my eyes open.

Woke up around midnight, stomach feeling tight.

Not sure if it's feeling bloated or just ready to explode and die


Been feeling like an old man

More and more as of late, I sound like one everytime I get up or sit down.

I moan and grown, sounding like I'm in my 80's


But in reality of it I was only born in the 80's

Been sitting around bored out of my mind

Trying to figure out what I want to do each day


Takes me most of the day to answer that question

Then it's trying to figure out when I want to goto bed

Plus what to watch to numb the brain to.


I sit back and stare at the world with a pair of binoculars

Trying to observe what's going on in this day to day life

Never wanting to participate, just wanting to spectate


Don't think I would know how to participate

But spectating has people pointing and starring right back at me.

Not the greatest life I'm living.


But I don't see that changing

At times I would like it to

Other times I don't think it bothers me


Always sitting here incase anyone needs me

Don't think anyone ever does

Like an old toy I'm just on the shelf collecting dust


Kennie

If I Had The Chance

If I had the chance I would have changed that day for you

That faithful day back in December of 2005

You kissed your husband for the last time the night before


He got up, went to work and you never seen him again

You got tragic news about his passing.

If I could have swapped places with him I would have.


Let him keep living and I can fade out of everyone's memory

Never really thought myself as much, more of an after thought really

Don't think many would have cared.


I bet it would have been a decade before people start to miss me

Even then I doubt people would have really missed me

Perhaps that would make your life the picturesque life you want.


Always saying that everything happens to you

I just sit back and watch, I know I can't do anything about it

One can't predict what's going to happen tomorrow


All we can do is see what unfolds

An accident happened that day, but that's what it was, a accident.

He done that trip thousands of times, and it was fine


One day he did it and one thing changed

Since then our lives were changed forever we just didn't know

If I had my chance I would have swapped me for him


I'll be the one that nobody goes to visit

I wouldn't even worry if anyone thought about me


Kennie

A Final Chance

Look at this, the time is ticking down before you having to have surgery.

But yet your stupidity is still at a all time high.

Taking off down to Toronto to climb into his bed for one last time

Surprise you don't make it a three day event.


You can fulfill your fifty shades of bullshit fantasies that are in your head

Making yourself feel like your something special

Would love to find out that your surgery is cancelled cause of your stupidity

I guess your finally seeing this as your final chance, one last shot if it will.


Having to climb into bed with anyone who is willing, he's the first customer

I'm sure you would want more than that, or to direct him

Like it was a performance piece, demanding the best like it's an act.

But the only one whose getting played is you


Always getting used, but not smart enough to see it.

I tried to be there for you, I tried to help you.

But I see you got your back up, pushed me away.

Washed your hands of me like I was just dirt.


I bet you'll come begging for help in due time

Not sure if I'll be here to give it to you or not

I guess it will depend on how I feel at the moment


I wonder if I'll start to take pleasure in watching you squirm

Would like to think that you'd learn from it

But I doubt it, to learn is to adapt and I don't think you can


Everything has to be bent your ways

Everything has to me molded to your liking

If things don't go the way you want you ignore it till it changes

IF things don't go the way you want you hide until it changes


This should be interesting, watching you recover

At times I'm surprised you haven't called off the surgery

But I know you won't.

Your life will drastically change after


Your current place of employment won't fuck with you anymore

They will slowly push you out the door

Wonder what your going to do after that

Time will tell, I have learned that my help isn't wanted by you.


Kennie


Story Of A Bitch

I know over time we all change, some for better and some for worse.

Here's my story of a bitch...


Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings

Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings


Look at all those fake friends coming to your rescue

All trying to act tough and hide behind there devices

You continue to run your mouth

While you are still living in my house


I wish one of your friends would get in my face

I wouldn't bat an eye at putting them in there place.

Those fake ass friends they are coming to your side saying that they'll be better

But I already know, neither one of them could hold a candle to me.


Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings

Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings


I still can't believe how fucking ungrateful you are

In a panic after the accident you called me, then you later retracted it

Those words are forever seared in my brain

Everytime I look at you I see your bullshit circling the drain


Your trying to live a double life, when you can't manage to live one.

You had your chance at a decent life, till you started to act funny.

I grew suspicious so I started to watch you more closely

Knowing that something was up, I pushed eject and got myself away from that.


Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings

Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings


Since then I've scratched my head about you

Your parents are another story, you continue to talk shit about me to your Mom.

But clearly your parents don't think much of you since your still living here

They would rather go on vacation then give you funding to move out.


That tells me that there's something wrong with your parents in general

I wish for once, when you want to talk shit you would say it to my face.

After all I've been there for you, this is how you pay me back

Quit thinking my kindness is weakness


Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings

Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings


Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings

Here's my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years

I'm tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings


Kennie


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